for the past few days I've been feeling so lost...
I was busy working for IMF that I've neglected my family, my friends, trainings etc. when my brother wanted to talk to me.. I ignored him.. I just didn't feel like talking.. but.. thats not the exact reason.. I just didn't know what to talk about..
I just feel so terrible... my family members don't understand how I feel and I dislike being @ home except for going home to sleep or watch tv, dvd, vcd or to use the computer. then again its my fault because I didn't give them the chance to understand me or let them know how I feel.
I feel like quiting aquathlon so that I can work more often. earning money has become more important than anything else for me. i feel like giving up. i'm tired. i'm sorry coach.. i don't know what to do or who can I confide in.
now that I'm @ home typing this entry, I just feel so empty..
tell me what should I do?
please take my hand and bring me out of this dark-empty world of mine...
:'(
p.s: hi to annette and xue ying! sorry decided to take away tagbaord for de moment..