back. { Tuesday, December 19, 2006
I've been thinking a lot lately.
Because of this, I've decided to take away my blog link for a few days before deciding whether to close the blog.
all these years I've been setting pretty high goals for myself which obviously created unnecessary pressure and stress on myself. Not only did I not get certain goals, I didn't get the satisfaction as mentioned by zi yi. btw, thanks for accompanying me yesterday.
Several times, I find it hard to come to terms with my behaviour. I try to be all things but resulted in conflicting thoughts in me. My Life has become chaotic because of my conflicting thoughts.
I have a barrier which stops ppl from knowing me better. I don't really express my thoughts and keeps things to myself. I need to open up and I NEED to know myself better.
my circle of friends is too wide due to the activities I joined. Its hard to keep up with gatherings which I'm not very keen to sometimes. Frankly speaking, I prefer to keep to smaller circle of close friends. If not, I'll once again feel bad for not attending the gatherings.
To sum up, I'm too greedy for acheivements.
I'm searching for someone to confide anything under the sun...